it's 2.46am
currently watching simpsons.
hahahaha.
still my favourite show to watch everyday (:

life just seems so miserable for me.
for everyone i guess
it's like one day we're like this
another day we're like that
you get what i mean.
we face problems everyday
no matter what the outcome
friends / family / bf gf
even if we talked it out
walked it out
or even shout / vent it all out
it's never enough
we always have the devil in us
wanting to win the convo.
and once we already won it
it'll seriously make no sense
i got myself thinking
" bloody hell, why the heck did i even say those things ? "
maybe they were right
i do have problems with myself
maybe they were wrong
maybe they have a problem with me
whatever it is
i still respect them as my friends
always
no matter how much they have hurt me
or how they treat me
i had good times with them
and i miss them, sincerely

sorry Nadd & Shilah for my ego.


Zye . C