to Fieqah Bestf .
i know my mistake blew you away
but i treat it as a joke like i always everyday
never did i knew you would come to say
"I hate Bestfriend , you suck"
i know i suck but it's too much for me to absorb
this short of a time
im really spending my time trying get myself by
without who ? without you, that's who
i love you bestie , you know i do
i know that you were hurt by it
but you know it in your heart i would never mean it
i treat you right
i'll even be yours if you like
you know all this
but you pretend to not get it
yes, you know me
better than i know me
you know who i am deep down in me
and i know you would believe it
you would come to me if you had those probs
but now i'm just looking at your pictures trying to solve it
waiting for a simple hey there or hello
but i guess my mistake was to much for you to handle
im sorry you know i am
you know i cant live without a bestie by me
i know it's hard to forgive but i did it
why cant you ?
i know it aint that simple for you
im trying my best to not ungkit mase lalu
the times you went away for those two faced guys
and i was trying my hardest
to get you on track
away from liars
but i guess i was the liar
promising you never leave you
but ended up being the two faced liar
i didnt wanna put you in that spot
i never did leave you
i wanted to built a foundation
for me to love better
for me to live better
in life i thought i was being good
but looking back on it i was being a jerk
going berserk onto people for little problems
winning my rights yet losing my friends
my bestfriend to be fact
yeah, i regret
but it's only right, for me to get you back
you know im sorry
you know im not worthy of your enemy
i love you bestie truly i do
you know it, just like how you love me too ):
please ?
i apologise ?